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Song Name: Kabe Mor Mudha Mana Chadi Anya Dhyana
Official Name: Ucchvasa: Prarthana Lalasmayi Song 5
Author: Bhaktivinoda Thakura
Book Name: Kalyana Kalpataru
Language: Bengali
LYRICS:
(1)
kabe mor mudha mana chadi anya dhyana
sri-krsna-carane pabe bisramer sthana
(2)
kabe ami janibo apane akincana
amar apeksa ksudra nahi anya jana
(3)
kabe ami acandale koribo pranati
krsna-bhakti magi laba koriya minati
(4)
sarva-jibe doya mor kotadine habe
jiber durgati dekhi lotaka padipe
(5)
kandite kandite ami jabo brndabana
brajadhame baisnaber loibo sarana
(6)
brajabasi-sannidhane judi dui kar
jijnasibo lila-sthana hoiya katar
(7)
ohe brajabasi! more anugraha kori
dekhao kothay lila korilena hari
(8)
tabe kon braja-jana sakrpa-antare
amare jabena loye bipina-bhitore
(9)
bolibena, dekho ei kadamba-kanana
jatha rasalila koila brajendranandana
(10)
ai dekho nandagrama nander avasa
ai dekho baladeva jatha koilo rasa
(11)
ai dekho jatha hoilo dukula-harana
ai sthane bakasura hoilo nidhana
(12)
eirupe braja-jana-saha brndabane
dekhibo lilar sthana satrsna-nayane
(13)
kabhu ba jamuna tire suni’ bamsi-dhvani
abasa hoiya labha koribo dharani
(14)
krpamoy braja-jana ‘krsna krsna’ boli’
pana koraibe jal puriya anjali
(15)
harinama sune punah paiya cetana
braja-jana-saha ami koribo bhramana
(16)
kabe heno subhadina hoibe amar
madhukori kori’ bedaibo dvar dvar
(17)
jamuna-salila pibo anjali bhariya
devadvare ratri-kale rohibo suiya
(18)
jakhan asibe kala e bhautika pura
jalajantu-mahotsava hoibe pracura
(19)
siddha dehe nija-kunje sakhira carane
nityakala thakiya sevibo krsna-dhane
(20)
ei se praithana kore’ e pamara char
sri jahnava more doyakoro’ eibar
TRANSLATION
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When, oh when will my foolish ass-like mind finally attain a place to rest at the lotus feet of Lord Krsna, rejecting all other meditation?
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When will I finally understand my own worthlessness? Actually there is not other soul who is lower than me.
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When will I offer my respectful obeisances unto all the untouchables? Submitting prayers unto them I will humbly beg for a drop of devotion to Lord Krsna.
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And when will I finally exhibit real compassion to all living entities? Seeing the degradation of the conditioned souls I will fall to the ground weeping.
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Weeping and weeping, I will sadly go to Sri Vrndavana, and I will take shelter of a Vaisnava in that abode of Vraja.
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Standing before a resident of Vraja I will grasp both of his hands and will question him intensively about all the holy places of the Lord’s pastimes there.
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I will say: “Oh resident of Vraja! Please exhibit your favor to me and kindly show me where all the pastimes of Hari had taken place.”
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Then, with a gracious heart, some resident of the dhama will personally take me within the depths of the forest.
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He will say: “Just look there! That is the kadamba grove in which the delightful Son of Maharaja Nanda sported the rasa dance.”
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“Look! Here is Nanda-grama, which is the residence of Nanda Maharaja. Look! Here is where Lord Balarama sported His own rasa dance.”
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“Look! Here is where Lord Krsna stole the clothes of all the gopis as they bathed. And just see this place! It is where the demon Bakasura met his fate.”
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In this fashion I will behold all of the places of pastimes in Vrndavana with my intensely thirsty eyes in the company of the residents of Vraja.
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I ever I hear the vibration of a flute upon the banks of the Yamuna river, then becoming ecstatically overwhelmed I will fall senseless upon the earth.
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Chanting the holy names, “Krsna, Krsna” into my ears, then the all merciful residents of Vraja will take a palmful of Yamuna water and make me drink.
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By hearing the holy names being vibrated and again becoming conscious, I will then continue wandering about in the company of the Brijbasis.
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When, oh when will such auspicious days be mine? Begging like a bee (madhukori) I will wander from door to door.
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I will drink a little water from the Yamuna, filling my palm. And at night I will go to sleep by the door of some temple I happen to wander near.
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Then that time will come when this material body will become a tasty feast for all of the aquatics. (When it is thrown into the river at the time of death.)
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Then, living eternally in my spiritual body, at the feet of a gopi in her own grove, I will finally serve my greatly treasured Lord Krsna.
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Oh Jahnava Devi! Please show your causeless mercy to me now! This is all that is prayed for today by this desperate, worthless sinner.
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UPDATED: June 27, 2009