Aparadha Phale Mama #
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Song Name: Aparadha Phale Mama
Official Name: Sri Siksastaka Song 6
Author: Bhaktivinoda Thakura
Book Name: Gitavali
Language: Bengali
LYRICS:
(1)
aparādha-phale mama, citta bhelo vajra-sama,
tuwā nāme nā labhe vikār
hatāś hoiye, hari, tava nām ucca kori’,
boro duḥkhe ḍāki bār bār
(2)
dīna doyāmoy karunā-nidān
bhāva-bindhu dei rākhoha parān
(3)
kabe tuwā nāma-uccaraṇe mor
nayane jharabo dara dara lor
(4)
gad-gada-swara kanṭhe upajabo
mukhe bola ādha ādha bāhirābo
(5)
pulake bharabo śarīra hāmāra
sweda-kampa-stambha habe bāra bāra
(6)
vivarna-śarīre hārāobuń jñāna
nāma-samāśraye dharobuń parān
(7)
milabo hāmāra kiye aiche din
ro-owe bhaktivinoda mati hīn
TRANSLATION
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O Lord Hari, as a result of my offenses incurred in previous lifetimes, my heart has become hard as a thunderbolt, and feels no change upon chanting Your holy name. Now in utter hopelessness, O Lord Hari, I loudly sing Your name, and in great distress I call out to You again and again.
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O Lord who is compassionate towards the fallen souls! O origin of all mercy! Please give to me a drop of divine ecstasy and thereby save my life!
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When will an incessant stream of tears flow dripping and dripping from my eyes at the articulation of Your holy name?
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When will a faltering voice choked with emotion arise in my throat, and when will words garbled due to ecstasy come from my mouth?
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When will my body be filled with ecstatic rapture, and when will there be perspiration, trembling, and a stunned sensation again and again?
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When, out of divine ecstasy, will all consciousness be lost in my pale and discolored body? And when will I hold onto my very life under the shelter of Your holy name?
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This weeping Bhaktivinoda, who is devoid of all good intelligence, sobs, “O Lord, how will such a day ever be mine?”
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UPDATED: August 15, 2017